words. words. words.

it’s only words,

and words are all i have

to take your heart away….

these terrible, scary little words can hurt someone deeply. and with mine, i’ve just hurt somebody i love with all my heart and soul. it’s so scary, you know.. until i just wish one day, i could just keep quiet. but, oh. that’s not possible. lols,

omgomgomg, ytd i dreamed again! i dreamed i was making an incredible tale film, in a uluu orphanage where everyone just gets killed on the way there…. hahah, wondering aloud:” why is it that i have so many dreams these days? some are mking me laugh so badly!!!” ahahahh! i always imagined myself waking up, staring straight into a face i don’t know of. then i would scream so crazily. haha, but it never happened.

Happy is now sitting right below me, sleeping, under the cold air coming out form the air-con. thank god mum’s not around, or else the machine in her is going to start again. hahaa. why must Happy be here? cos…. daddy’s having a meeting outside with his sisters. lols, bet it’s gonna fail again, although i hope not this time… cos both me and Happy really need the money. LOLS.!

<3 everyone!!! :]