i’ve been found out. lols. guess it was a good thing after all. but however, there’s some other worser things going on in my fishing life. my best friend’s leaving.. marilyn’s leaving.. it’s really painful you know, seriously. the four years of friendship, the days we spent meeting each other every single day of weeks, and bringing her to church, seeing her change. knowing the news was like opening the flesh of my heart. then i remembered a compo i wrote about before, ‘saying goodbye’. no doubt it would be a good thing for her maybe, to start a new life afresh. however, it still does hurt. kind of pain, definitely i will miss her alot. muchmuch more than anybody else. she’s the closest to me, and it’s really hard. her no-temper temper, her wonderfulness as a friend, understanding my problems, listening to me, everything a true friend would. i’d miss her crazy. i love you, mar.

‘ll miss you till i die.