studying now at e-hub with sandyy. doubt i’m really concentrating because of a stupid fight i had with my mother. she cancelled scv, and maybe, my phone line. i freaking hate her. hate her to the max sia. so freaking irritating. sosososo irritating. so irritating. disline her, hate her to the core. hate her so much man. don’t know why daddy just doesn’t want to divorce her. don’t like her sia……. sadded. comfort me please.

another matter: a desire to win can kill. is winning that important? what if you win and you don’t get anything in return? what’s the point then? don’t you agree? isn’t it pointless to keep wanting to win even when you know you’re going to make everyone unhappy about it. please, stop having that desire. it’s good, but relax. you’re only 16, my dear….