you might have only been with me for 7months. but to me, it seems like a long ime already, and i feel like i have this bond with you. i really really love you so much so much. you wait for me outside the shower every single night without fail, and i wake up to find you sleeping outside my room every morning. do you know how happy and touched that can be? in this world, nobody cares about each other. well, at least this care and concern doesn’t happen between humans. nobody waits for me until i come home, nobody waits for me outside the shower, and nobody listens carefully to what i play on the piano. i’m really sorry, i cannot keep you for your entire life. seeing you sleep beside me right now, peacefully, i really have the urge to argue with the devil and make you stay with me. but i know i can’t win her. she’s going to drain me all out. you are the only one who’s happy to see me back home, happy with the little time i spend with you, not blaming me for anything. i’m really sorry for haing brought this upon you. you deserve a much much better owner. i am definitely the worst owner around, worst. i am so so so sorrry, i really love you alot and cannot bear for you to leave me. i really am sorry. i will always miss the days i saw you walking around having nothing to do, and then you decide to stay right beside me and accompany me in everything that i do. i will always remember the times where you didn’t blame me for locking you inside the cage just because mummy wants to. and, i’m soooo sorry for depriving you of your daily walks, cooping you up at home and scolding you for the slightest reasons. i am really sorry, i will love you forevermore. please, stay happy with your new owner alrights…